Monday, November 16, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
My mother Elizabeth Mary won't talk to me.(Prayers Needed)
Why won't my mom talk to me?. Ever since I attended church, my mom does not want to hear anything about my day at church. I can talk to my father and learn more from him. My side of the family & my husband side of his family are all Catholics.So I attened St.Peters Church but do know we're all Christians. I find church a blessing & relaxing but my mom doesn't want to talk about religion on the phone with me. The only thing my mom mentions to me about is , not to give money to the church & if I do, that I can claim it on my taxes. I find that rude and just ignore her decisions. Every time I call to ask to speak to my Dad, my mom always tells me that your Dad is sleeping or he is out working around the yard.My father gets right into talking about religion and know's the bible down pack but my mom seems to get annoyed,(to know I want to talk to Dad about my day at church).My sister, my brother and I were all physically and emotionally abused by our parents and my Dad has done worse to my sister Patty and I. I was the middle child but spoke up at school about my parents hurting me,when I was little. I was placed in a foster home and was abused by my foster mother also. My parents did get custody of me back by taking anger management counseling. My counselor wanted to put my father in jail & nag me to press charges but I won't!..Dr. Sheenan said to me, I can not believe your alive!..I have it right behind my head of getting revenge with alot of people but I feel if I do that, I will not go to heaven and see jesus. I attend a Catholic church when I was in a foster home but could not do first communion .My parents never had us kids baptize but I choice to attended Catholic church because of both my side of the family.Both side of my husband & my parents family all atended St.Peters Church and were baptized there.I love my family, my mom and father. I believe in forgiveness but why is my mother against church and why is she telling me not to give money to my church?. My mom will talk to me about anything else but refuse to hear me being happy about my day at church. I guess I will have to just e-mail my Dad & talk through e-mail or ask him to call me. My parents came a long ways to apologize to us kids through years of abuse,(not coming out and saying sorry), but by showing love to us kids. If it wasn't for my husband and my children, I probably wouldn't be here but I know I am loved.I know my parents love me & they do show it alot now. Its that we're all God's children and thats another reason why I am here to this day.
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